I feel as sad as this dog.
Everyone has left me here. I don't hate any of them for it, nor am I mad about it. I'm just sad that I lost two of my bestest friends in the world.
I know they're (hopefully) not gone forever. And I can't wait for them to come back and see me :) I just wish I was doing something amazing with my life like they are.
I'm currently not doing anything with my life. I know I will be soon enough, but right now I feel like I'm letting everyone down and not making anyone proud. I feel so useless. I feel stagnant. For example, in my relationship, I feel like I'm not good enough for him. Like his parents are looking at us as a couple and thinking that he can do way better than me, like I'm not good enough for their only son. And I sometimes feel that way too. He's succesful at work, with his career, with his finances and such. He's such an amazing person, and here I am, the lowly being that he accidently fell in love with.
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You have no idea how much I miss you. (And how sorry I am that I didn't know you had a blog >.<)
The other day at school everyone was speaking in East Indian accents and I got really sad because I started thinking about our sexy Russian accents.
LOVE YOU
I miss you too. More than is comprehensible, but don't feel sad!!If I don't get a job, I am so not gonna make it here for long. And you are too good enough for him. Don't overthink it.
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