I'm not really sure I understand what happened here.

One minute, best friends. Next, barely aquaintances?

I wanna say there's someone to blame but I don't think there is. I know you're mad at me for something, (I can read blogs.) and maybe you aren't anymore but I still feel it. There's something not right between us anymore, and I want to get rid of it. I still want to be your best friend. I want to be the friend you want to watch star wars with. But I'm not anymore. You can relate to someone better now. You both have things in common I don't have with either of you. But I really wish things were back to the way they were before.

When you talk to me I feel like you're being fake sometimes.

I'm sorry about not going to that birthday party with you. If your family came up from another city I'm sure you wouldn't have gone either.

I didn't get close to the other girls because i wanted to replace you. I still text you and talk to you more than I do them! We're close at work but we barely hang out outside work.

I know all of this sounds creepy and whatnot, but I want things to be the way they were before. I'm upset that all of the sudden there's a little group between the two of you (and I know one of you doesn't like me which doesn't help.) and I'm outside of it.

If you want to talk to me about it, fine.

If not, well at least don't make this another Diane situation.

I don't want to lose you as my best friend.

I miss you.